Title: Jealousy
Pairing(s): KyuMin, HaeHyuk, friendship!HaeMin, friendship!HyukMin, friendship!KyuHyuk
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating(s): PG; 1779 words
Summary: Donghae and Sungmin gets jealous and decide to take revenge.
A/N: Started this on 28 August & finished on 19 November. LOL. I just remembered to post this up today. xD Which, by the way, marks the end of my hiatus! ^^! Shall get back my muse and start writing~ Hehe. Oh yes, this is also my first KyuMin. xD

I should start a Jealous series. Lol.. And..

This fic was inspired by this picture. ;x Credits are on the picture.

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So. Stumbled upon a post saying that SJ had great bonds. Then I started thinking about SS501.. and then I started to think of myself.

I kind of feel envious of them. Super Junior have great bonds.. They are like brothers. SS501 were are close "brothers", too.

I used to have such close friends that we were practically like sisters. We'll talk on the phone all day, even if there were no topic to talk about. Back then in kindergarten we had no personal handphones - we had to use the home line - but it was fun. It was like some kind of sanctuary. But even in primary school I had close friends, too. People that I believed would be there for me no matter what. Of course, I thought wrong for a few people.. I didn't know - still don't - what I did to deserve it, but I was okay after that. Because I made another close friend after that. Someone who's so stuck in my mind that I wished we were the same all the time. I realised she didn't sms me a birthday wish this year. I felt.. there was this indescribable wry sadness.

Secondary school felt harder. I have no labels to give. No one to call "close friends" or "sisters". I don't know. I didn't push for anyone to give me labels, I didn't try to find out who I was to them. It didn't feel right, you know? To find out something that no one wanted to tell you, or didn't think to tell you. But then again, labels are just that - labels. It doesn't mean anything. Yet, at the same time, it gives a sort of security.

On the other hand, I have no care for words. (Or labels to be specific.) I just want to know that secure feeling. To know that at the end of the day, someone's there that I can rely on. That we're actually close friends. That I'm actually needed.

So maybe I'm thinking into this way too much, because before you go off thinking I'm a loner - and I'm not (But it does explain why my phone is pretty much dead and I have no actual use for it) - I do have friends. I even have a "family". But sometimes I feel like an outsider, y'know? Like it'll be okay if I'm not there anyway. It's that kind of feeling that makes me all melancholy like this. Idek why I suddenly felt this way. Or perhaps it's been there for a long time and I've been ignoring it.

Guess what I saw triggered this in me.
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So I finally connected my camera's memory card to the computer. (Yes, I stopped procrastinating.. But that decision was probably made because I cut my hair.)

Although it's been a while since I've received this.. But.. ^^ It won't hurt to show it now, right? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

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I have a sudden urge to read Vampire!AU stories. .___. But I can't seem to find any Super Junior related. =[ Oh well.

Recently there has been a few plot bunnies in my mind.. Unfortunately I just can't seem to type it out. Perhaps it isn't as strong as it seems... or maybe I'm just too lazy. Whatever it is, it's kind of driving me insane, because I really want to write, but at the same time, don't. @.@

Plus the BTS of the CeCi photoshoot is giving me such inspiration.. Ughh. Maybe it'll be easier if there's someone to roleplay with me. Haha. Hmm.. Maybe. xD Anyone interested? Hahaha.


Hectic life.. Whose isn't? Anyway.. I swear Yesung & Sungmin are trying to destroy my fantasy of YeMin being real... (Or trying to destroy evidences?)

They keep saying their awkward with each other! Wait, no, Sungmin keeps bringing it up and Yesung comes in to give an explanation. Hmph. But actually, it gives me a feeling that it was all planned, pfft. (I mean, really, Yesung looked a little indignant at first but then he started to explain. ㅋㅋㅋ)

But I'm a biased source(Yes, I'll admit), so I'll let you see for yourself.


On second thought.. Yesung does know he's totally implying that Min is a bottom, right? =X I don't understand myself shipping this OTP so much. LOL. They hardly have fanservice.. I only have about 100 pictures of them being together, after all. Oh well.

흥! I don't care. XD =p


Well~ I put up a new poster in my room not too long ago. XD & just for the heck of it, I took a picture and.. ㅋㅋ where else do I put it up but here? xD ㅋ

I've just received my FILA shoe that I ordered about a week ago, too. XD

Really pleased with it. Hehe. ^^ Plus when I bought it, it was on offer. =D So I got it for $25.50. LOL. Unfortunately, the price went up again, so it's now retailing at $49. Not to worry though, because Gmarket always offers coupons. =]

Just in case people stumbles into my humble little journal, I'll put up the link here. ^^ Sharing is caring, right? ㅋㅋ

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I was extremely disappointed, but now I can't even describe how I feel. It's a mixture of emotions that I can't use words to describe it. Annoyed, angry, frustrated, irritated. Well, the works.

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This definitely made my day. I laughed so hard. XD

Aww, Yesungie doesn't like to be paired with Ryeowookie! XD Or any other members for that matter.. It's okay Jongwoon, we'll pair you up with Sungmin. XD~! AHAHAHHAA.

Omg. *bricks self*


Well.. I couldn't help it. T___T Really, my fandoms are going to cost me a lot. And it's not just short term.

Anyway.. Sungmin's so adorable. XD I don't even know what to say. XD! It's so cute how he's only bothered about eating and he doesn't even care whether he wins or not. <3 Oh my darling~ Although I was hoping he will win, LOL. I'm so biased.

But the disappointment died down when I noticed he didn't even care. Lol. I laughed instead. XD How cute. <3

Good job on doing the dumplings though, Min!♥

#87 Belief

Title: Belief
Theme: #87 Belief
Pairing(s): HyukMin, friendship!YeMin
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating(s): PG; 759 words
Summary: Hyukjae learns to believe.
A/N: You have no idea how I can't believe myself. This story was finished back in the beginning of April, for Hyukjae's birthday but. T____T I can't believe I totally forgot about it and didn't post it up! Ohmygosh. *bricks self* It was only when I went through my folder to grab inspiration to write when I saw it. And that was just now. .___.

I'm glad it's HyukMin though. I was deprived of my OTPs recently. T_T They need to get updates.. Anyway, enjoy! ^^

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